I immediately threw myself at His feet, held the hem of His robe and entreated Him tearfully saying: ‘O my Beloved! Do not leave me to myself

One day when all the pilgrims from Nayriz were in the House of the Master, Mirza Dhikru’llah gave me the awaited news. He told me that ‘Abdu’l-Baha was alone in the house of Mirza Jalal, His son-in-law, and had called me into His presence. I took the items which I wanted ‘Abdu’l-Baha to bless and with exceeding gladness accompanied Aqa Mirza Dhikru’llah to the appointed place. With extreme excitement and in a state of utter humility and lowliness I entered the vestibule of the house. Mirza Dhikru’llah went in and sought permission for me to enter. Permission was granted. I left the wrapper, which contained several items to be blessed, in the corridor. I then opened the door and saw ‘Abdu’l-Baha seated at a desk. I bowed and said ‘Allah’u’Abha’. He gave me permission to enter.

I immediately threw myself at His feet, held the hem of His robe and entreated Him tearfully saying: ‘O my Beloved! Do not leave me to myself, cause me to move in accordance with Thy Will, and confirm me in my servitude and obedience to Thee.’

‘Abdu’l-Baha bountifully lifted me up with the hand of His power and with a penetrating voice said, ‘God hath confirmed thee in serving His Cause, in elevating His Word, and in spreading His fragrances.’

(Baha'i World, vol. 19, p 752)

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